mees Mia tause dewe was a time in mine wife dats da widdew guwl insida me getted wosted. dat widdew guwl hadda gwowed up tew fasts tause hews hadded a weawwy ikky times when hews was smaaws.
wut happended? wulls tew bees honnests, mees hadded dis cussin dat mees wookded ups tew a wots n wots, an one day fings wented weawwy wrongs, an dat cussin didded bad bad fings tew mees. dem kinna fingses happended ofews an ofews fows yeaws. den affew dat, dewe was anuffew time dat bad fings happended wif tumbunny ewse, cept dewes fings bowts dat times dat i not wememmews ats awws deys wikes a big foggies in mine bwain bwokkin da way tew dems memwieses in dewe.
me haffas mommy dats messded ups, anna daddy tew. Mommy haffs NPD, dats when hews owny finks dat hews powtants an junk (Narcissistic Personality Disorder), so hews kinna means an says nassy, cwuels, wude, huwtfuwws fingses awws da times. daddy juss neffew getted cwose, him akteds wikes me mostwy not axsiteds, an him a awkohowiks, an it juss ikkys. me feews wikes me hadded a mommy dats hateds me awayses, an same wif daddy. I neffews coods makes dems happies ows pwowds effen tho mees was aways takin cawes ofs effyfings an keepin fings ageddews.
asides awws dat, when mees was smawws me hadda goeds tew da doktews a wots tause me was no gwowins, so me stayded suupews smawws. dey sayed iffin i not getted medicines den i woods bees a dwarfs (I was diagnosed with pituitary dwarfism) an neffew gwowed wite. so den i hadda haffs deses shotses in mine wegs wiffs needleses an mees hadda bees tuff n stwongs, an not bees sads ows cwys.
mees juss no getted tew weawwy bees smaww. mees aways hadda bees big, an takes cawes ofs offews peeples. bein Mia wets me bees dat widdew guwl dat me awayses feewed me haffed insida mees dat neffew getted tew tum owts tew pway an bees siwwies, tew bees huggded, an axcepted, an luffeds as me ams, an juss bees a widdew tid.
bein abbles tew bees smaww, tumtimes me getteds skeewet, ows wowwies a wots an wots, an mees fuwnewabews (vulnerable), but i tan awso bees sassy and spunky, an siwwies an fun a wots. mees needa feews safes an luffeds an caweds fows, an mees needs da peepuhls dat mees cwosests tew, tew bees dewe fows fun times, an awso tumtimes tew bees dewe fows mees tew weans ons when mees haffin a sads times.
beein smaww giffs me a sekkon chance tew twy an haffas bettew times ats bein a tid, a twy dat mebbe (me hopins) wiwws hewps tew heaws dat teeny guwl insida mees dat huwted so much an so wongs. issa fing dat me wukkies tew haffs!
dats why i bees Mia :)
